Do you ever struggle with gratitude?
Have your feelings ever challenged your perspective to be thankful?
I have challenged myself with this quote today.
On the day after Thanksgiving, my husband is at work and the kids and I are alone here.
Feeling lonely and like the world doesn't care.
I've struggled with these feelings multiple times in my life.
I've spent time drowning them out by staring into my kids faces, occupying myself with work, finding an activity to do or calling/texting a friend, or drinking coffee.
But on the days when the children have tested my patience, (I've gotten on my own nerves today) I don't feel like working, (all the pies are made) the activities that need doing are cleaning and laundry (again) and there's no friend to call because they are occupied with their own lives, and the coffee is drank...
This is when gratitude becomes a challenge.
I'm missing Karagen.
It's been three years and I found myself daydreaming about how wonderful it would be to have her alive, in our family and filling our hearts and lives as a 12 year old.
Today's challenge, for every negative thought;
Find 5 positive thoughts to replace it.
As I have learned and continue to learn,
Gratitude is a choice.
To focus on what I do have,
not what I wish to have.
Thank you Lord for the blessings I see, and those I do not.
For the challenges that test my faith and force me to look to you.